How he remembers you:

You look, but you don't see.

Soliloquy # 006

Nevertheless, I wonder
If you cut yourself
With the knife
I gave you

Run this way

Pretend this is a wall and you have to jump from tree to tree.

Bend or break - (or, choose)

I love the way some people ruin their lives, just by being who they are not.
I try not to live that way.

I should paint, more.

I haven't been drawing, sketching or painting the past two months and I start to feel empty inside.

Today I had a conversation with a stranger (who apparently knew me) about painting with your own blood (which he thought I did).
I love the color of fresh blood. The bright red... or crimson... but I don't like the color of dried up, dead blood.
I'd rather paint with my soul.

Inspiration

I have listened to all kinds of music, even wrote some of my own, and I must say that there is nothing like instrumentals. You don't have to listen to someone whining about their problems, whining about their failed relationships, whining about their day, telling you about their money problems , their drug addictions, etc,etc. as if we don't all have enough problems in our own daily lives. I prefer music without lyrics now, I can fill it in with my own thoughts instead of someone elses intrusions.

Do you miss her?

My body may look weak,
But my spirit is stronger than ever

Louder

Is there nothing else to breathe than air?

Venus Flytrap (flowering)

<3

Fake smiles are a great way of identifying a shitty person before they even open their mouths.

Let the games begin.

Listen to them. Children of the night. What music they make.

Dear teacup of mine.

I will hurt you with boiling water.
Poison you with sugar.

Dear teacup.
Staring out of the window.
So you like traffic, huh?

And I throw and

Dear road, so you like my little shards?

Today we made pictures of dead people.

I see you.

Dear world.

I thank you for the void.
I like the smell of your emptyness.
My mind's been filling it up with voices, though.


Dear World,

I don't like the taste of your lies.
You have been concealing your true nature.
The time has come for our revenge.

Don't laugh when you don't understand it yet.
Take the time you need.
Take the time you have left.

Don't worry, they are going to make it look like an accident.
Besides, no one cares that much about you.

With love, The Blood.
Wanneer de zon verdwijnt, wil ik het licht in je leven wel zijn <3

The diligence of your arm to disguise its bread flavoured breath is like mistrustful proclamations.

May maggots eat your left arm and then may they eat your left arm!

-internet

Glass/Love

He will sink in his thoughts while thinking what I'll do
When I drink the last sip of wine until then when I drop it
And my damaged hands will be bleeding when I say
That I would rip out your heart if you had one

Thank you

Hungry plant

"Feed me!"

Everlasting is a lie.

I need more of these.

I don't want to hurt people.

But I do

And I'm sorry

It won't stop

Throw away what's dead.

You already hurt yourself, so why should I?

Fear casts a shadow over you
Fear is the power which rules over you
Fear holds you tight in her hands

You're a slave to your angsts
But you never try to break free

Tell me why.

There's a spider in my throat.

Crawly crawly crawly crawl.

I think.
What does it think.
That spider.
Does it think at all?

Tortillawrapception.

-Tomato sauce
-Lots of cheese
-Fake meat
-Wrap
-Tortilla

To be served with a cold beer or soda.

Reach the sky and die.

Spider in the bathtub.

Something happened
Why the fuck.
And then she ran away
But don't worry.
And then something happened again
I know where you are.
And then she ran away again

Do new years matter when you can change every day?