LEAVE

"I stared at myself in the mirror,
I stood there for almost 15 minutes just looking at myself."

Pressed the razor in your wrist.
The smell of iron, the smell of blood.
A cold piece of metal in your flesh.

No. It doesn't work.

WAITING

...for another message? Every day?

Stop ruining this world. Delete yourself.

Aliens can come all the way over here and then crash.

SIGILS

Wrote them down,
on every door, every window,
every wall of the house.

I then laugh say hey it's raining when your gore drips from the ceiling.

CHLOROFORM

Tie you up.
Break knees.
Cut eyes out.
Tear out your finger nails, one by one.

Pull your teeth.
Rotate them the wrong way with sickening force.
Laugh. Yank them out.

Remove vocal cords.
Followed by amputating arms, feet, tongue.
Traumatically puncturing your eardrums.
Salt in your mouth, duct tape.

Break your spine.
To the point you can no longer kill yourself.
Life will torture you.

No killing. The dead don't suffer.

SAY

You are saying nothing but your tongue is getting blacker all the time.

Then you wake up. Screaming bloody murder. You freak out and wake everyone up, and everyone keeps saying they don't hear anything. You cry.
And never want to go back to that place.

You did.

You died.

THEY

I heard if you become aware of them they become aware of you.

I carried myself along at a dawdling pace up and down streets and allies, lost in a haze of thought. Throughout my jaunt I couldn't help but feel a presence not with me, but rather keeping an eye on me, lurking just beyond the gloom and shadows.

I wonder what happens when you let them in.